Picture Perfect

I am so disappointed with the TV series Nightmares and Dreamscapes. The very first episode was so intriguing but it only gets worse every week. And i was so happy about this whole show. Steven King, you've let me down. I guess i expected too much from you.

This reminds me..

I've been having plenty of nightmares lately. Not one has been a pleasant one. None with those pink fluffy clouds, the blue blue sky, green green grass and cute little bunnies hopping around. :( I just dreamt that i dropped to NA last night and started sobbing my arse out. I guess this must be the cause of the overwhelming stress and tension rising upon me. The big O keeps lingering in my mind. Whenever i've got nothing on my hands to do, i think i'm too free and have a feeling that something needs to be done and i just sit there pressurizing myself. I think i need some therapy. Anyway, i'm so sick of sushi and sashimi. I am not gonna eat sushi for the rest of this year, i swear. Okay, I've not mentioned anything about my results. Hmmm, I am glad to say i've improved. But there's still room for much much more. And under the teacher's comments stated a sentence " Estee is a pleasant and quiet girl. She needs to learn how to speak out more " I tell you, NO ONE, NOT ONE LIVING, BREATHING, HEART PUMPING SOUL agrees with it. They keep saying " Wtf, QUIET?!? PLEASANT?! SHE SPEAKS OUT MORE THAN ENOUGH. " Hahaha. I myself couldn't stand that statement cause it was totally untrue. You see, i couldn't lie to myself. Being a true Ping Yian, integrity IS my foundation. I told my FM that i've been talking during her lessons most of the time and that she has not seen the other side of me yet. She didn't believe me and said that maybe i was speaking softly and told me to reveal my other side. Thats odd.. from what i remember, i could have sworn having flashbacks of myself laughing like a gorilla and talking like nobody's business. Oh well. (:

Good news, good news! My Mom may be changing my RAM or perhaps buy a brand new com? Hehehehehe. Yes, she MAY be but there's still this ray of hope right?

It feels as if the holiday's ending already.
...what the hell's wrong with me?