wello. :D

I am so ashamed. Regarding the MPH vouchers, its not worth 25 bucks each. But you have purchase a minimum of $25 worth items before you can get a $5 discount. Nuuuuuuu!! I have to cover myself with a paperbag.. i don't wanna face the world anymore. I wanna slit my wrists and carve on my arm. No lah, thats so sick.

I still hate Miss Teh. Sigh. She has yet to leave and i'm still desperately longing for that day. I suggest she go ask herself why shes so special that we're only giving her trouble and not Miss Pow. She also said something which i think is rather senseless. She asked us to give her freedom to talk. The moment i heard that i collapsed into guffaws of laughter. You HAVE all the freedom to talk lar Miss Teh. Its just that we don't wanna entertain your talks. Eww, i have no idea why i bother putting in time blogging bout her. Skip skip skip skip..

So many people have been saying things/we have changed but i wonder if it has ever crossed their minds that maybe they are the ones who are changing and not their peers. ..hmmm

Finally school is starting to get a slight more interesting. Its starting to resume to those good old days with the cheery atmosphere. Needless to say the non-stop craps. I feel so at ease.

I've not had a good night sleep for 3 consecutive nights.
Three cheers for labour day. :D

I FEEL SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

I completed all of my homework.
Well, all except A Math. hehe
But eh so what only A math leh!
And english compos lar actually.. HAHAHAHA.
Whatever.. im still gonna praise myself anyway.
Feel as if i've just got this big boulder off my chest.

Babysitting went amazingly smooth.
No screams, no shouts, no cries.
Just me, the three lil backsides and PEACE.
*aaahhhhhhh...*

BTW, I HAVE 7 MPH VOUCHERS EACH WORTH 25 BUCKS!

I CAN JUST IMAGINE DIVING INTO THE ABUNDANT BOOKS IM GONNA PURCHASE FROM MPH!!!! Jealous, no? If you love books that is. -.- Supposedly, everyone was given 3. But i was greedy and asked for more. Must fight for what you want la! HAHAHA.

YAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cheers peanut people! :D

WOOHOO!!

There's this SS test which i totally didn't study for. I merely had a quick scan through the textbook a few minutes before the test. And i managed to get 18/25. Muahaha. I even thought i was scribbling crap and that there's no way i was gonna pass this test. lady luck was with me that day. :p

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

School's such a bore nowadays. Because of the atmosphere thats so polluted with hatred. One conflict after another. I really think we could qualify for a drama series. The world must be revolving in all whacky directions. Lets all get geared up with your earpieces and tune into Lemon Tree accompanied with a refreshing lemonade. Sing! :D K, thats just for random.

I feel so hopeless. I failed my physics test again! 6/40.. thats how amazing i can be. I've been producing really awful results these days. Even my Math grade is taking a big jump DOWN. I don't know whats wrong with me. I've got no motivation to work. Everytime i sit in class, i try to stay focus. Tell myself that i come to school everyday to learn and not to let my mind wander off or SLEEP. Thats our sole purpose of attending school. But i always end up not listening anyway.

Looks like we've just solved a sticky situation. I hope everyone will be their gay-selves again. Just when i was wondering if i was gonna graduate with a stained memory to look back to. Things came through!! Well, i hope so. WHAT AM I SAYING!?!?! THINGS MUST!! I feel so gay.. its the perfect moment for us to celebrate this so called 'reunion'. Erhhh.. thats so crapped. Whatever... I CAN'T WAIT TO SING THE LEMON TREE SONG TO YOU GUYS!(:

SOMEONE LOST MY BOOK, A MILLION LITTLE PIECES!!
I had a so called 'connection' with it leh.
No lar jk. But thats really sad news to hear. bah!

K lar thats enough. -.-

Bad news. There's a performance this sunday. Will i still be able to babysit the children and earn me greens? Maybe not. Argh! But i doubt the performance will take long right? :D

Wah piang. Now the Lemon Tree song by fool's garden has once again regained its popularity among my friends(only). NICE RIGHT?!?! See lar, must thank me for refreshing your mind with this song that is almost everyone's favourite one as a child. I've brought joy into this certain period of your lives. Muahahaha!! k lar k lar. >:P

SING IT WITH ME EVERYONE!!!

i wonder how~ i wonder why~

I'm gonna reboot my computer. Which means losing all my pictures and 720 songs. How am i ever gonna get those exact 720 back?! Nvm, think positive Estee, its time you cleared your ipod and inject fresh new blood of music in. Btw, do you know that i named my ipod, Peanut? Pink peanut. ha!

WTH 720 LEH!!!!!!

Good news. Mom and Morten asked if i would like to babysit the three little backsides(children) this sunday. They'll pay me 25 bucks for it. I shall see if i can bribe them into increasing it a lil. Muahaha! But the thing is that i have to cook lunch for them and keep a close eye on them. Like duh, thats what babysitters do. I can just imagine all the fun we'll have together. -.-

I wanna know about my Eng oral results!
Its itching meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i hate sundays

My Mom totally ruined my day. Fcking irresponsible person.

Its as if we're held responsible for the wrong choices they made.
Why should we suffer for their wrongdoings?
And we're not your dumb messenger.
If you want something from him, you get it yourself.
Unless you're mute or mentally/physically retarded.

Argh. Know what would really help right now?

FOOD!

But im not the type who gorge themselves with ice cream and all.
Just one decent yummylicious meal is all i ask for.

Can you believe that Cai lao shi pledged not to yell at anyone from today onwards? Omagod. Well, she did prove it that she could control her temper today. But lets just see how long she can hold her anger in.

I did another dumb thing today. I was walking towards the canteen when i saw Penglin running towards my direction from the corner of my eye. The problem is whenever i see someone running towards me i get excited and i'll run off too. I ran into the canteen vendor's teritory with the motive of hiding from Penglin but the cleaner in there didn't like my presence and chased me out. When i came out, Penglin told me she wasn't chasing me afterall. She simply wanted to purchase a new P.E shirt from the store. -.-

Remember the abandoned bunny on my previous post? Yeh, during chem lesson i asked Penglin if she would like one.. she asked " As in a real one??? " LIKE OMG DUH, A REAL ONE .. then fake one meh! Then i said.. " Yeah, a real one.. *points to self* would you like to bring me home? "

K lar, whatever.. lets move on.. ha.

Sometimes i really don't understand. Mid years are approaching in just 2 weeks time and the school still enrolls us in lame activities to go learn pottery. I mean okay.. i don't mind learning about pottery but can't they have it after the exam stress is off our minds? AFTER THE MID YEARS? At a time like this i don't think anyone has the right mood to make pots. And there's a performance behind our school next week. Roar(?!)

Nicoline just released some of her toxic gas into my room. Eww.

I've got no motivation to study. Ah. Tired.. restless.

I wanna rot.
Watch television.
Shop.
Buy my bag.
Buy my handphone.

Just now before alighting the bus the bus driver was like yelling something to someone i got so frantic and assumed he was talking to me and i replied. Then i turned around and realised that he was communicating with the uncle behind. -.-

My cousin just found a bunny and she's not capable of looking after it! She asked me but i doubt i have the time. Anyone wants to bring home a rabbit? :/

Miss Teh is officially gone. Our class is saved. I think we must have been sworn enemies in our past lives. I've so many grudges towards her which i just can't find any particular reason why. Other than her irritating squeeky voice, nothing else. Oh well shes gone, doesn't matter anymore. Ha.

Got a physics test tomorrow. I've been failing ever since school started so i CANNOT, i repeat, i absolutely cross my heart and hope to die (wtv,HAHA) CANNOT!!!!!!!!! flunk it. YOU KNOW I WILL DIE IF I FAIL!! No lar.. but it'll be goddamn horrible. Don't ask me why. Cause i don't know myself.

Guess what peanut humans out there!!
I'm considering to learn Danish. It'll be so cool right. HAHA. Then i'll curse everyone with the alien language. Strike out chinese.. welcome Danish. Actually if you listen to people speak Danish.. it pretty much sounds similar to Tamil. Really really. Ah well, to the people who strongly object, chill.. don't get too agitated and start asking if i have the time and all that. Cause i know and thats why im considering. 8)

Nicoline is the cutest lil peanut on Earth. She just sang me the goodbye song that she recites in school everyday. Both chinese and english version. She pronounced Zai Jian(goodbye) as Tai jian(eunuch). Ahahahahaha. So adorable. Then i asked her if she had a boyfriend in kindergarden she said no and talked about her friend Benedict and Amanda which now i know im digressing so im gonna stop.

I'm listening to Lemon Tree by Fool's Garden now. HAHA. THIS SONG ROCKS LAR. I used to sing this with my family when i was young. Sweet sour memories. YAY!! :P

But im so ashamed cause when i was young i could only sang 1 stanza..

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-treeI
'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

Sounds so cheezy.. but i like.
especially the turning turning turning part. (:<

I wan't to strangle Dua Wei Yuan lah. Stupid peanut. Roar.

It felt odd not going to band yesterday. So my great brother went out and only came home at 9 to start cooking. -.- Everyone was starving at home lar. Darn peanut. Had tuition today then went PP to buy some a math assesment book.

Mom just came back from Thailand. Morten rode his bike all the way to Thailand and the duration time is 2 days. Riding is his hobby.. so yeah. haha. My mom was telling me over dinner about their trip. It was their new year's on saturday and on that special ocassion everyone will be splashing water on each other and they won't give a damn who you are. There'll also be this mixture of some powder and water and smudge it on your faces. Hahaha. So if you can't win them? Join them! Mom and Morten decided to buy some water guns to join in the fun.

Then my Mom told me that there were many young girls of my age who would entertain caucasian men there. So my Mom was in this bus heading towards the hotel when this caucasian man approached her and said " Hi.. you look like lucy liu.. " Yadda yadda yadda the guy kept going on. And that guy was a bodyguard of some old lady. Aiyar this is so complicated i don't wanna talk about it anymore. Haha.

Mom also said that Morten's dad is a very cheeky guy.
Morten's Dad said to my Mom..
" You know, i like old things. Just look at my wife. "

eh thats all. ttfn! (:

Its my peabrain brother's birthday today!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNE ER CHIN WEI!! He made my childhood a memorable one with his never ending bullies. We always got ourselves into trouble but he was always the one who suffered the consequenses(by standing in a dark corner for hours). You're so brave. :p I still remember how we would bathe together and practice all sorts of nonsense. Nevertheless, i hate to say this but you've certainly matured, duh. Though im still wondering when you'll stop playing dota. Please go be a pilot and widen your horizons. -.-

I made a card for my brother!! Sho shweet right! HAHAHA.

Yeah 2.4km run today! Managed to maintain my pace throughout and earned the 11th position. And i'm sincerely sorry for making those people wait for me earlier this morning! :/

After the run headed straight home for physics tuition. Damn tired now. Just completed my bro's card. Suffering from a splitting headache but i don't wanna miss out on the good stuff. Like the food my brother's gonna cook today! haha! Yes my brother can cook. :p Calamari, pasta and some chicken thing. Chef of the day! <3


Ps: We've already tried our very best. Last night was not the first time i tried explaining things out with you. You're so perssistant. Everyone's exhausted from this situation. Whenever there might be a close chance of making everything better, we will seize it. But its sad to say there isn't any now. You don't have to leak hints to us. We honestly know. But too many hints will only weigh us down with more pressure. And whats the point in that if there isn't anything we can do? You're letting yourself get too affected that the only thing thats left lingering in your mind is that we don't want to talk to you and to put ourselves in your shoes. You have other friends around you who truely care.. they are putting in so much effort to make you feel better.. show more appreciation to them. Show them that all their efforts are paying off. They are humans, they'll naturally grow tired. You have them for now.. she has us for now. We just need an opportunity to piece things up again. I remembered you said that we're always attending to her and rarely you. We did in the begining.. but do you know that through this process we've learned your weakness too? Its easy to make a mess out of things but its hard to put everything back to where they were. Don't forget that everyone has their own lives with fustrating problems. Bottom line is that we are STILL trying and we'll never give up. But it takes time. I hope you'll bear with it and reduce the grousing. I'll say it again.. we'll never stop helping this situation. Trust us. (:

The syf was yesterday. AND WE MANAGE TO GET A SILVER!!!! I didn't expect a silver honestly. Sigh.... that was a sigh of relief. Tears of joy practically poured out of my eyes. The feeling is just unexplainable. After all our efforts and hardwork.. haiz.. im so glad. :') Another big achievement.

Btw ppl, i currently like the word peanut.
haha. don't be such a peanut.
Sounds so catchy right!! HAHAHAHA. >:]

You know.. i didn't plan going to school today because i was tired. Yeah thats a really dumb excuse and really selfish. A few friends pressured me to go and after much thought i turned up anyway. But when i turned up(with my stinky awesome dark circles and swelled up eyes), i found out that i was the only peabrain. What i mean is that I was the only band member in class who turned up!! What the hell!! Then i took the E math test!! AND IM ONLY CONFIDENT OF GETTING 2 MARKS. Wah lao. Then those ppl who didn't come get to take the test another day. Smack their peanut arses!!! This is so unfair. =/

Mom overseas again...................... zzzzzzzk.

Christtoffer is so cute. Because he actually requested for a haircut thats like a lil bald. Know why? Cause he wanted to be bald like my brother. HAHAHAAHAHAHA!! SO CUTE RIGHT!! K whatever. -.-

2.4km run tomorrow.
I can't run yet..
Im not pumped up..
I need fuel!!!

It's such a coincidence isn't it. SYF is this week which means band prac everyday. All the class tests jammed on this week when i hardly have enough time to spare for sufficient revision. Nevermind, its worth the sacrifice. Can't imagine that all our efforts will be paid off on thursday. Awww.. that means our dear seniors will be leaving. Especially ABC.. andrew, bookeong and chelsea. Sigh. It'll be so awkward without them. Feels as if the gay-er side of the band is missing. HAHA. After SYF, its high time for me to catch up on my studies. I swear im like this limping moron lagging behind everyone. Argh.

Darn Deepan was saying that soccer is better than band. The moment i heard that i fumed with fury inside. I was so agitated that i verbally fought back with him. He said it in my face how would i not do anything! But then i realised that (like what bookeong said)no one can really understand until he/she joins band and experience it for themselves. Bottom line is to not waste our time trying to work things out with monkeys as such.

Anyway, im tired but thank goodness for wednesdays when school starts later.

timeout from studying for geog test.

So yeah. The feeling's back. I can feel it. I can officially say i love band again!! Welcome back my fellow feeling.. im proud to have you. HAHA.

Few days ago i was studying with Jolene in mac and i started drawing.
Guess what Jolene said?
" Eh i want your drawing!!!! "
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!
I wanted to keep it so i told her to photocopy a piece for herself. That was such an evil act but i seriously wanted to keep it. And she agreed to have the photocopied piece. :p

The last time i watched a dvd at home was eons ago. Think i'll spare some time to do it today. Which should it be? Pursuit of happyness, friends with money or changing lanes? PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS LIKE DUH!!!

CHEEEEEEEEERS GAY PEOPE OF THE WORLD!!!!

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K I JUST WATCHED THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS AND ITS A REALLY GAY SHOW!!!!! Gay in a damn excellent way. Its considered quite an inspiring movie right? =/ Well it did inspire me. HAHA. Anyone tempted to borrow the dvd frm me? =p

Joke of the day

" I give you all 5 mins break. Ready? GO! "

Crap, i just can't get over it.
Its not an easy task trying to get me over a joke.

Actually i have nothing to blog but apparently im here so whatever lar. haha. My body is aching all over and its killing me. I think i've just wasted many people's time. They're waiting for me to update. HAHA. Sorry lar. Anyway, tomorrow's good friday. Fang mei is gonna study. Ha! :p

And heyhey!! I've made someone's day gay again. YEAYY!!

Cheers people!!!

this is such a dungcrapshit post. -_-

Mr Leow has just set a new school record. Within 30mins of teaching, the word "ok" has been said for 212 times. Yeah, Yilian and i counted during lesson. Amazing how he can just end everything he says with O.K. But he's a damn nice teacher la. My favourite one to be exact. Haha.

Cai lao shi scolded me AGAIN. Brigitte and i were the morons who chose to be the goody two shoes and went out by the front door where the evil veggie was obstructing us. Everyone else went out by the back lah. Brigitte and i were like the diversion for everyone to get out safely. The whole class with the exception of 1 or 2 students didn't hand in their assesment book. I asked if i could hand it in after school, she started blasting her lungs out. With her face directed at me only. Next time i should just shut up and let the others speak for themselves. Anyway, while she was distracted by another student we grabbed that opportunity to run out of the back door. Ha!

News: I suck at tchoukball. but i'll still keep trying! >:]

Visit from a Hong Kong friend on saturday. Mom made popiah and curry. -_- I've known this friend of mine since childhood. Yeah! :D But this time round, there wasn't any common topic between us. There was this really akward silence between us. Tried getting us warmed up with questions with answers that i truthfully don't even bother listening to. It was a really lame unsuccessful attempt. Rah. (:

Today, i brought a sandwich thats stuffed with filling. Glitter was shimmering in everyone's eyes as the lil sandwich peeked out of my bag. *aaaahhhhhh* Anyway, i didn't make the sandwich by myself. It was all of my maid's hard work and labour. Get suprised with the goodie im gonna bring tmr ma classmates. >:]

So my Mom refuses to admit that im taller than her. Nevermind, i can understand. haha! She asked me to do this little exercise that will aid my desperate need of growing upwards. It was a method recommended by my Aunt in Australia. Who's the kind of person who like has the 'healing power' kind of thing. Then Morten said.. " Well, i guess she should heal her brain first. " Wah piang. haha. stupid guy. lol. My Mom complained that i was very greedy in the dining table. I can still recall her complaining about how skinny i am and that i don't eat. -_-

Miss Teh is leaving next week. FASTER GO OMG! I've never had such strong hatred towards any teacher alive. Not that there are dead ones that i know of.. but yeah, i just felt like saying that. But please lah for the love of god.. LEAVE!!!

Btw, my brother's been posted to CID. He's not doing the paperwork and stuff but the ground stuff. Meaning he'll be disguise himself and track people down. A lil dangerous don't you think? Just hope nothing happens. >:D He also said that he's the only person in his bunch or whatever that got into CID. I have no idea if thats a good thing or not. I'm suppose to go attend his passing out parade tomorrow. But i'll be going for tchoukball. Relax!! They just need girls to participate in the inter sch competition. haha.

Zzzk. So much uncertainty and dispute amid us now.
Life has just been made difficult for all of us.
blast it.

I'm horny, horny horny horny, i'm so horny tonight.

You know that song? haha. Its like the dumbest song ever lah. My Mom was insulting the song saying " you call this a song?! all she's saying is horny horny horny. i can just find one word and keep repeating it, thats my song. "

Mom and Morten asked if i wanted to tutor Christoffer and Nicoline chinese. ^^ I'd be more than obliged to do so. I don't see why not. Afterall, they are paying me for it. I don't mind sacrificing 1 hour and a half with them. Its just kindergarden chinese.. no biggie. Woopeedoo! Looks like my dream came true. Well, sort of lah. Ha.

ROAR! I'm mad at the kids. Cause they used my body soap. HAHAHA. But they're just plain wasting it. Mixing it with their own soap, creating their very own formula. Smack their small cute butts. K lar, i admit i was like that when i was young. But i didn't share it with anyone except my bro and my bro was just like me. So... yeh! Anyhow, i didn't scold the lil peanuts.

yeah man. i'm motivated. thanks to one great person.
it was always in me, just that i couldn't find it