Picture Perfect

I am so disappointed with the TV series Nightmares and Dreamscapes. The very first episode was so intriguing but it only gets worse every week. And i was so happy about this whole show. Steven King, you've let me down. I guess i expected too much from you.

This reminds me..

I've been having plenty of nightmares lately. Not one has been a pleasant one. None with those pink fluffy clouds, the blue blue sky, green green grass and cute little bunnies hopping around. :( I just dreamt that i dropped to NA last night and started sobbing my arse out. I guess this must be the cause of the overwhelming stress and tension rising upon me. The big O keeps lingering in my mind. Whenever i've got nothing on my hands to do, i think i'm too free and have a feeling that something needs to be done and i just sit there pressurizing myself. I think i need some therapy. Anyway, i'm so sick of sushi and sashimi. I am not gonna eat sushi for the rest of this year, i swear. Okay, I've not mentioned anything about my results. Hmmm, I am glad to say i've improved. But there's still room for much much more. And under the teacher's comments stated a sentence " Estee is a pleasant and quiet girl. She needs to learn how to speak out more " I tell you, NO ONE, NOT ONE LIVING, BREATHING, HEART PUMPING SOUL agrees with it. They keep saying " Wtf, QUIET?!? PLEASANT?! SHE SPEAKS OUT MORE THAN ENOUGH. " Hahaha. I myself couldn't stand that statement cause it was totally untrue. You see, i couldn't lie to myself. Being a true Ping Yian, integrity IS my foundation. I told my FM that i've been talking during her lessons most of the time and that she has not seen the other side of me yet. She didn't believe me and said that maybe i was speaking softly and told me to reveal my other side. Thats odd.. from what i remember, i could have sworn having flashbacks of myself laughing like a gorilla and talking like nobody's business. Oh well. (:

Good news, good news! My Mom may be changing my RAM or perhaps buy a brand new com? Hehehehehe. Yes, she MAY be but there's still this ray of hope right?

It feels as if the holiday's ending already.
...what the hell's wrong with me?

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAA.

I JUST SPENT 3 !@#$%^*() HOURS SENDING AN EMAIL.

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My computer sucks like nobody's business. It can't even send a pathetic email. What kind of sick computer can't do that?! I bet even a second hand computer will work 10 times better than mine. Its loads every 30 minutes, lags every second and wastes my precious time. You know what this means? I NEED A BRAND NEW ONE. NO MORE REPAIRS CAUSE IT DOESN'T WORK. Faulty ningkumpoot. This is a desperate situation k. I've been living with this horror for about 18 months. Heheheheheh, time to pester my Motherr.

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One thing's peculiar though. I'm still able to blog at such a miserable state.Know what i should do now? Just chill.

May the force be with you.

betrayed

hey there, how was your day?
mine was kinda eventful. in a bad way.

well, apparently something childish happened in the morning that ruined the rest of my day. just thinking of it makes my blood boil, close to evaporation. puerile losers. secondly, my pooch went missing. it squeezed through the-like-so-many grails of my house, and escaped free. i didn't realise till in the late afternoon as i was so engrossed watching vcds. the moment i realised, i ran out of the house and started searching. i was close to tears yknow. wtf. i was damn pissed yet sad yet.. i dont know lahh. i searched till my feet had blisters. well, fear not, Oscar chanced upon these really kind hearted people. (: they found him, brought him home, called SPCA (unfortunately they couldn't contribute much help), bathed him, stayed outside their house in hopes that maybe someone would pass by looking for him. and yeaaaaaaaaaah, after a long search, we were reunited. haha. they are freaking friendly people man, shit, makes me feel so guilty. i can't thank them enough. and it disappoints me to actually realise how unhelpful the spca is. to think i used to love that organisation, even supported it in some camp in primary school. AHHHH. *throws all my spca items away* anyway, i saw a big group of construction workers playing criket at the backyard during my search. how cute.

and oh dear, mr leow(physics teacher) just can't wait to share or rather, spread the good news regarding my physics results. one day i went so school and everyone started telling me the same thing. EH ESTEE YOU GOT *insert number* FOR PHYSICS LEH. mr leow you gay peanut. neh, i love him. anyway, the outcome didnt hit me as any sort of suprise. i failed, and im the lowest. beat that. hahahahaha. yeah yeah yeah, i admit i didn't study. duh. i scanned through a few pages, literally gave up and jumped to cross stitching. lrrh. whatever, i just hope that will be the only big red mark. ESPECIALLY A MATH. PLEASE LA PLEASEEEEE. i dont know who im pleading, but PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Enjoy your hols peaps. :D

ps: dont mind the really giant fonts from my previous posts. no, i do not think you have really poor eyesight, just lazy to edit.

Thats.. my Dad's birthday cake. My uncle deliberately ordered it. Wth. The person wanted to write the my dad's christian name. But no, my aunt suggested his chinese name. Yu Bao Liang. Next, the person was about to place chocolate sticks on it. My uncle stopped her, requested for flowers. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Zomg, people, this must be the coolest cake you've ever seen man. Initially, my uncle had this gay plan of icing the whole cake pink with flowers. -.-

Anyway..

MEET MY MOM!

Smoochie Woochie! HAHA.

Alright cheeseballs, just 2 more goddamit papers! Give it everything you've got. haha!

K, im superbly excitedxz for mui cousin's BBQ on friday. The Sambal stingray. Irresistable. :D