HELLO! [:

The last 3 days 2 nights had been a reasonably good learning experience for me. Honestly, i learned to appreciate what i have at home. Looking at the flithy toilets, the food with bloody irritating flies swarming all over it. The flies even dive into your drink and drown themselves. Wth. It was a nightmare. Okay, i exaggerated a little. But it really made me think about how lucky i was to have everything back at home. EEE, im so disgusted by myself now. *shrugs*

Anyway, the activities were great. But unfortunately for me, i got a sucky trainer. What kind of dumb trainer doesn't even take the initiative to learn his/her group members names? I mean, isn't that the first thing you should do? Introduce yourselves to one another? Instead, he started talking about leeches. Wtf. And he as our leader isn't too sure of what he's doing. We're always the group thats left behind. All because our leader isn't leading. Every group had their leaders with them, but ours always seemed to be nowhere. His instructions aren't even clear. One thing good i have to say about him is that he's really concerned about our welfare. ONLY WHEN HE'S WITH US, duh. My group mates were pretty enthusiastic but most of the girls were malays and i couldn't understand their language for 3/4 the time. The guys were.. close to being useless. But i tried mixing around here and there. Yeahh. Although they had some organisation errors. Like not providing ample food for everyone. Only some groups gets suppers while some don't. That is totally unfair.

Did water trekking and waterfall trekking. The leeches didn't manage to suck my leg. MUAHAHAHA. Loser leeches. Half the time in the waterfall i was worrying about the leeches. And its damn shiok to wash your face with natural water. The feeling is like *aaaaahhhhhhhh*. Our journey in the forests always has to take at least 2 hours. There were damn steep slopes everywhere. Group mates had to help each other, if not they'll fall for sure. Other than trekking, did other activities like trying to balance yourself on the log and walk across(which i did succeed, HEHE), monkey bars, rafting etc. Sang lots and lots of campfire songs but only a few favourites still lingers in my mind. The songs are fun to sing along to. I feel so gay saying this. But i really feel that way. Its true, i mean every single word i say. IM SERIOUS, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!! Gayness. hahahahaha.

The camp was something worth it afterall. Nothing like what i expected which was boring. Looking forward to Outward Bound. Heard that we've to dig holes to output. haha.

We arrived in Ping Yi at around 1pm today and went for band straight after that. Woo, shiok. Haven't shit for 2 days, finally did it today. HAHA. And i just saw Alvin Seng's personal message.. he said " I admire band members, they are made of steel, after the sec 3 camp still have energy for cca. " I can only open my eyes big and go woah upon seeing this. It is a proud thing to be a band member. Not those cocky one lar. Just like.. you get what i mean lah okay.

I'm very tired actually. Something beyond tired to an extend where im losing my head. Like insane. Kidding, not so serious. Bwahaha.

Okay, goodnight. [:

Yo yo.

Happy birthday to me. :p

It's been a really great day. Peng Lin actually had plans to celebrate today but there's band. I am so sorry ma friend. I know you're disappointed but there was no other possible 2nd plan. [: So after school, Yi Lian comes with this oreo cheesecake with 1 candle. And i swear it was the best oreo cheesecake i ever had. Band mates tried to sabotage me with flour and water. Khairuddin even grabbed my legs and dragged me to the grass. WHAT SIAAAAA. Made me scream like a mad monkey. But i managed to escape.. with the help of the seniors of course. Sorry guys, maybe next time? I heard they thought of this evil plan a week ago. -.- Okay, i feel so happy now i could just fly. At 12, my phone started vibrating like every minute. Heh heh. ^^

And not forgetting ...

A GREAT BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME.
Really love you all like a million M&M's.
Today is one of the happiest days of my life.
Its been rated the top 5%. [:

And those who gave me presents, thank you so much.
If i could, i would hug everyone of you. HAHA.

You people rawk my universe. <3

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERS!

I'm officially 15.

Pictures up soon, hopefully. [8

Heard disappointing truth today.
I really wanna see us as one.
I hate the way we part.

Friends are starting to disappointing me too.
They talk to me as if im the one to blame.
Think twice, do i really deserve that sort of treatment?
All the other sides of them are surfacing.
You guys make me feel like a loser at making friends.

But i've gravely disappointed myself the most.

Its a bad day.

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Tahir's new joke.

Who is as short as Yi Lian and has small eyes?

the answer's so obvious. =.=

Band prac today.

Did marching.. well basically we only did the square thing and 270 degree turn. All the turning made me giddy lar. Then Jolene and i changed to piccolos. I hate the sound. So piercing, even i myself can't stand it. It even caused me headaches. Homagawd, my ears are gonna bleed. Look on the bright side, its as light as a feather. Of course if you compare it to other instruments that is. [:

And Felix Lai Yu Zheng went to put a lizard into my bag today. LIKE A REAL LIVE LIZARD NOT THE DUMB RUBBER ONES. I am so gonna scrub every area of it. Okay, so maybe im not the one gonna do it. HAHA. Disgusting reptile thing that don't do anything to help the lives of human or the environment. Except leaving around their stupid eggs and scaring the lives out of humans like me. Worst still, they're not cute at all. Gah.

see ya humans around yeaaaah. [:

YO YO YO.

Yesterday was so much fun. [:

Except the part where i had to stay at my station and wait for groups to arrive. When Aqidah and i just arrived at our location, the first group came already. We haven't even prepare anything lar. Thank goodness i had Aqidah and Zack helping me. Without them i is gone case.

So the later part was all about getting wet. Norman, Syafiq and a few others started putting ice into people's shirt. And all of a sudden you see people dressed in orange holding bottles of water chasing each other. They splashed water on everyone and even went to level 2 which is Rose syrup. At first i didn't plan on joining them lah. But so many people started attacking me that led me with no choice but to get my revenge. TIME FOR WAR!! HAHA. Everyone showed no mercy.. they didn't care if you were blinded by the water, they just pour. And i am so sorry for those who i've accidentally hit the head on.. like Sufi and Bookeong. I MEAN NO HARM. But i myself kept getting hit on my head too... by Wah Jing i think. That stupid arse. The difficult thing is that most of the guys ran faster than the girls. So we were at a disadvantage. So while the guys had their legs, us girls used tactics. HAHA. Oh yeah, Jolene im so sorry for sabo-ing you to bring back the big water canister. LOL. My turn to play the evil one. [:

Don't think there's much pictures. No time to do that. LRRH.
Maybe the camera man may have some.

Till then,
ciao! 8]

ELLO MELLO WELLO.

Haven't had band practice for such a long time. I feel so old and frail.. can't march anymore. JUST KIDDING! Hahahaha. Wah Jing's retarded quote. Got our new band t shirt. Wowie, its orange. Like what Farzana said.. imagine a bunch of orange people marching in the green field. Why orange of all colours? Its seems attention seeking. LRRH. But it looks alright to me. [: Today was a buttcracking day. Which is a super good thing. Three cheers for today! But Jolene the stupid molene gave me a taste of her attitude. What is this man. I was talking to her halfway, she suddenly storms off. FINEEEE, JOLENE, FINEE. AFTER 2 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP YOU DO THIS TO ME. Now i know it was all just a play.. an act. Eewwww. Guess what? I'm just kidding. But her face was as black as a storm cloud. Meheh.

Band BBQ cum Amazing race tomorrow!!
Me ish excited beyond this world! 8]

I know that reading this draggy post is a real bore.
But before you click the [X] button on your top right hand corner of your screen.
Just bare with me and let me just bore you a little more.

Some dumb convos specially for you. [:

I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 big red nose = The very great Estee
Low self esteem girl = Peng Lin
One way = Jolene

I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 big red nose. says:
hello suckeh
I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 big red nose. says:
welcome to the suckeh club
I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 big red nose. says:
i think my font is cute
I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 big red nose. says:
dont you think so too?
low self-esteem girl.. says:
eeks are u one of the kids ?

Vard the barnicles, she actually thought i was Christoffer/Nicoline/Frederrike.

xxxxxxxx

One way says:
ESTEE !!
One way says:
i got a secret to tell you !!!!!
I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 a big red nose. says:
what
One way says:
I LOVE YOU
One way says:
serious
One way says:
HAHAHA
One way winks:
Play "Kiss"
I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 a big red nose. says:
EWWWW, PLEASE DONT DO THIS.
I have 3 eyes, 2 fluffy ears and 1 a big red nose. says:
YOU'RE SCARING ME.
One way says:
HAHAHHAA

Back from PP with my brother, he took me out on the perfect day. Went to buy a me to you bear for my Dad. Also bought some underwear. HAHAHAHA. For my Dad lah. Then when we were at the food court eating, my brother did something really bad. Something against the law, but not really against the law either. And yet he's a policeman! Tsk. But i can tell you that there's this one singaporean named Tan Kok Beng who's a real dumbass. If not for him, my brother wouldn't have done this sinful act anyway. HAHA. Are you itching to know what he did?

My bro's sucha loser, can't take chilli. But he rawkz lah. LRRH. I'm just trying to waste your time here. MEHEHE. 8]

BTW, I HAVE A VIDEO OF NICOLINE PICKING HER NOSE AND EATING THE .. MUCUS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! The video's just below.

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I am so forced to post this picture up. Hahaha. A so called potrait drawn by Nassriq. You are so free to comment it. >:D

Replies to tags

Qiurong: Yeah yeah, sure sure. (:
Nissa: I'll be at your doorstep on the 17th of June.
Shakeela: HAHAHA, you're most welcomed!! :P
Peng Lin: Please lar, we didn't even bother looking for you.
Nassriq: Yes of course, its me me meeeeeeeeee!
And credits to you sending it to be k.
Chelsea: Nah, free for my friends. HAHAH. :D
Who do i look like then?
Chu Rong: I only knew about your blog recently. Muahah. 8]

Back from ECP. Didn't really blade much. Half the time, my Mom held on to my hand. And i was busy pushing Nicoline on her bike cause shes too exhausted and refuses to move. Yeaaaaaah.

Thumbs up! Loveee.

And i had the most unique dinner in my life today. haha. (:

I'm so proud to be me.

So what if its unglam. Just eat lah!

Letter of the day.

Games day. Just put me out in the sun for another 1 hour and i'll be cooked. Roasted under the sun for sun for such a long time which seemed like forever. Only my head and neck is apple red. I look alien man. Was in charge of the game shoe pyramid. I tell you, its so cool watching the players get bullied and thrown at. NO, HOMAGAWD IM KIDDINGGGG. I shan't elaborate much on it yeah.

Did you guys check out the newspaper today? An article about Morten's stolen bike is published in The New Paper, page 6. His mountain bike is like valued for more than $8000 leh! He's willing to reward anyone who returns his bike $500. This is so kewlz! ^^

Anyway, im dead lazy to update now so ciaowee.