Saturday, April 14, 2007
Its my peabrain brother's birthday today!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNE ER CHIN WEI!! He made my childhood a memorable one with his never ending bullies. We always got ourselves into trouble but he was always the one who suffered the consequenses
(by standing in a dark corner for hours). You're so brave. :p I still remember how we would bathe together and practice all sorts of nonsense. Nevertheless, i hate to say this but you've certainly matured,
duh. Though im still wondering when you'll stop playing dota. Please go be a pilot and widen your horizons. -.-
I made a card for my brother!! Sho shweet right! HAHAHA.
Yeah 2.4km run today! Managed to maintain my pace throughout and earned the 11th position. And i'm sincerely sorry for making those people wait for me earlier this morning! :/
After the run headed straight home for physics tuition. Damn tired now. Just completed my bro's card. Suffering from a splitting headache but i don't wanna miss out on the good stuff. Like the food my brother's gonna cook today! haha! Yes my brother can cook. :p Calamari, pasta and some chicken thing. Chef of the day! <3
Ps: We've already tried our very best. Last night was not the first time i tried explaining things out with you. You're so perssistant. Everyone's exhausted from this situation. Whenever there might be a close chance of making everything better, we will seize it. But its sad to say there isn't any now. You don't have to leak hints to us. We honestly know. But too many hints will only weigh us down with more pressure. And whats the point in that if there isn't anything we can do? You're letting yourself get too affected that the only thing thats left lingering in your mind is that we don't want to talk to you and to put ourselves in your shoes. You have other friends around you who truely care.. they are putting in so much effort to make you feel better.. show more appreciation to them. Show them that all their efforts are paying off. They are humans, they'll naturally grow tired. You have them for now.. she has us for now. We just need an opportunity to piece things up again. I remembered you said that we're always attending to her and rarely you. We did in the begining.. but do you know that through this process we've learned your weakness too? Its easy to make a mess out of things but its hard to put everything back to where they were. Don't forget that everyone has their own lives with fustrating problems. Bottom line is that we are STILL trying and we'll never give up. But it takes time. I hope you'll bear with it and reduce the grousing. I'll say it again.. we'll never stop helping this situation. Trust us. (:
